12 Aug, 2007

About the meaning of things 


Posted at 17:19 under THOUGHTS


i believe that some things are meant to be. or - when I think about it - actually all things! we learn something from everyone we meet and all the experiences we have. every person leaves a mark in you, may it be tiny or infinitively large. the size of the mark is simply a blueprint of the person's importance to your heart.

but letting other people affect us also means we have to open our hearts for the experience, and for the possibility to change. many people are afraid of that because opening your heart and letting someone in also means a risk to get hurt. but life is full of people we must meet and part from, some leave us unaffected and others..... change us forever..... a while ago i had to say goodbye to someone which i hold very close to my heart, and who have been incredibly important to me. this caused in me the biggest pain i have ever experienced.

Brazilian poet and writer Vincius de Moraes wrote many song lyrics on the subjects of the heart, one is called "Como Dizia O Poeta" (As the poet said):

Quem j passou por esta vida e no viveu
Pode ser mais, mas sabe menos do que eu
Porque a vida s se d pr quem se deu
Pr quem amou, pr quem chorou, pr quem sofreu

He who has gone through this life and not lived
May
be more than me, but knows less than I do
Because life only gives of itself to the one who gave himself
To the one who loved, to the one who cried, to the one who suffered


so.... what's the meaning with all this? why do we meet people if they're going anyway? maybe because it's all part of the teaching plan. there's something in it for us to learn. sometimes it takes 10 years before we understand what, then suddenly one day you see it in a different perspective, and ask yourself how you could have missed to see it earlier!

i'm incredibly happy for having had the opportunity to experience all this - the laughing, the openheartedness, the parting, the crying. the love. and the pain...... we will never experience true love if our hearts are closed. and if our hearts are closed the pain of parting will be encapsulated inside us and never pass. i don't know....... i hope and think my heart is not completely shut down after all this, and that it will continue to guide me through this enchanting journey called life.

=)





09 Aug, 2007

Release of Blissa Nova 


Posted at 13:46 under MUSIC


i have despaired and was ready to tear my hair off in frustration.

BLISSA NOVA was delayed for over a year, and only now when it's ready for release i realise why i had to wait and for what. some important things have occured that would never have happened otherwise. i had tried to rush things, but the only result was that things refused to be rushed and decided to slow me down even more instead..... another little lesson in patience, i guess!

as soon as everything turns out fine with the cd master, i will confirm the official release date. it will be in the middle of september, simultaneously as the japanese release of both my cds.

i'm happy i didn't tear my hair off, but let it grow. perhaps now i can have it braided for the release!!!!

=)





08 Aug, 2007

Welcome to the corner of my smile  


Posted at 13:08 under THOUGHTS


after having a blog on my website for years which were more of a one-way diary, finally i got myself together to do this. the whole point is to allow you to comment and interact more, which is exactly what i want!!

so feel free, make yourself feel comfy and tell me what's on your heart, in english, ou em portugus eller p svenska. i'll read it all and comment back to you when i get the time.

i will use this blog to post news and updates about my music; cds, gigs, recordings, songwriting, projects etc. but it will also have a philosophical twist, which leads us to the title! someone recently told me that i sometimes smile with just one corner of my mouth, and so i happened to like the words: "corner of a smile". and smiles are very personal and tell a lot about us.... so, i give you a quirky corner of mine, and let you imagine the rest!

- and of course, a smile is always the ultimate way to handle a problem of any kind! there will always be obstacles, but they are there to teach us something.

J.C. =)






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